Cool, thanks. Was trying prove just how much we all have in common. While I regret what's happened, I'm not complaining. You try to plan your life, & get t boned by life! The thing I miss most is being able to work endless hrs to get whatever we needed, or wanted. Now, I get to take these really good drugs & watch TV! I still manage to get stuff done. Just without a time table. I'm slowly getting accustomed to not setting schedules that need to be followed. I'm not Superman anymore & can't work 20 hr days, endless double shifts, side jobs, etc.. Did it for too many yrs, & THAT'S what finally did me in.